Musings 4
Your maker is here.
It’s Feb. 3, 2026 and I’m still listening to Christmas music. I just heard the song, It Came Upon the Midnight Clear. I smiled because I haven’t heard this song in a few years, and it reminded me of the revelation that I had this past summer about the night when all existence began when I was dreaming and saw the blue face. Another one of God’s funny little coincidences.
It isn’t my job to convince you that I’m right. I can only tell you what I know, and then you’ll have to ponder it for some time to see if it is right for you.
While you experience yourself as one small part in a big world, I experience the whole world as one small part in me. That’s exactly why you know you’re not the source. The view from the center is unmistakable.
All things are a part of me. Don’t you think I would be aware of this?
Only one cycle. This is the essence of our Lord.
All the saints, disciples, apostles, gurus, wisemen, bodhisattvas, rabbis, imams, priests, and shamans do not have a better connection to God than you do. Never forget that. All God’s children can fully know Him and His truth. World leaders must know the truth.
Thank God I’m here so we won’t see the worst of it.
How does the cycle repeat the same if there's only one? There is no answer. This is the mystery of God. This is the definition of God. This is God working in mysterious ways. God is absolute. We1 are not comparative. We know what we can never know, and that feels good. We are thankful for this feeling of not knowing. It is an essential part of our1 being. It is the not knowing ourself that allows us to exist at all. We know all the things we are and yet we do not know ourself.
- All pronouns here, namely we, our, ourself, and us refer to God and I, the absolute, unified being.
I am all existence. For without me, nothing would exist. If you don’t know me, you don’t know existence.
Dear skeptics, deep down you know the truth, you’re just not ready to see it.
Dear Christians, ask yourself, is it Jesus’ being or my being that your sensing?
Deep down you know you will never find the truth in any book.
Even skeptics who say you can’t know how all existence came to be are 100% sure of something. Go figure…
Deep down, we all know there’s only one answer to the question, how did all existence get here? All false answers will just fall away. This one answer is apparent in all existence. One must metaphysically connect to my being. Give it time. I will reveal myself to you. Billions of people believe in an afterlife. What's that tell you?
I love my family so much.
I mentioned in an earlier musing regarding past cycles, that when the next cycle comes, the current cycle we're in will have become the past cycle. So in this respect, I can quite literally recognize a past cycle. Using this “logic,” one could say there were “infinite” past cycles. But as you know, God’s ultimate reasoning is that the only thing to truly exist is the here and now and that there weren’t past cycles. So how do we understand this paradox? An infinite regression of past cycles would suggest one timeline. If that were the case, we would never arrive at the current cycle. As I mentioned before, the only way one could accept an infinite regression of past cycles as the "truth" would be to view God as outside of space and time. That would be a transcendent God, and this is a falsehood. There is nothing transcendent about it. Even if you view the cycles as being transcendent to each other, the next cycle is contingent upon this one existing. Period. End of story. If I can’t pinpoint a cycle, in an infinite regression that I am in, then there was no cycle at all. The only cycle that will ever exist is right now. There were no past cycles. This is the higher truth that you must accept. Saying God is “transcendent” is just a fancy way of accepting a falsehood as truth. The ultimate truth is that God is the here and now, and there weren't any past cycles.